We need to start from within, like in the Banyan tree, the whole power is studded in its seed, which is not more than a mustard seed. The whole cosmic energy is also studded in Aroon- Paramanoo – Paramatma, both are same.
If I want to visualize Paramatma in Universe, I need to try to see Paramatma in the atom first. In every cell I need to experience the Universal Mother. I am a worshipper of Mother, so I call that energy as Mother, If anyone worships Shiva, they can call Him Father. This experience is beyond gender!